Let you go

My inspiration was gone the last few days
Now it still is
Do you have any idea why?
I think its about you
Cause I cant stop thinking about you
But now I know you really had loved me
I could let you go right?
Its that what you want?
Cause thats what Im trying to do
But I want to know do you still love me?
But that answer is not what I had get from you
I dont think it matters anymore
Cause I had give you what was real important for me
I hope you would keep it close
And read all of what I wrote
Cause deep down thats what I really felt all the time
Many times Ive said `I hate you´
Please go back to the city where you came from
Please die !
But I never had mend it
All do you though I really hated you
I think youre reading all the stuff right now
Now you would know the truth about me to
I can tell you
Please dont die cause if you die I will die to
And now Im still glad you really had loved me
In some way when you told me that
Was hurting me a lot and had make me cried for a few minutes
But still Im relieved cause I had give you the box
And you know the truth now
I can try my best to let you go
And I know this poem sucks
Cause Im inspiration less cause of you