Dear Mom,

Mom, you know i love you
And i know you love me too
But there are just some things you dont seem to see
Things that blind you from understanding me
Like the reason i carved a heart into my hand
And the reason i get so mad when Ash gets to sit and i have to stand
I feel ignored and worth nothing
I want to feel like a person instead of something,
That is just here
That is never heard, and ripped with every tare
i feel dead inside
i cant talk to you because its not worth the try
Because you don't listen
And you act if I'm something your missing
When I'm not around even though all you talk about is my sisters
I get pushed to the side and you wounder why I'm so much more distance
Mom, there is just things I cant talk to you about
And why I'm a cutter is one of them
Your never understand my teenage self
So I'm not even going to expain myself
I'm the evil teenager you have made me out to be
What you see today, will always be me