You tell me you don't care what I said, it was just something funny and it was then erased from your head, but not mine.
i don't understand why i still feel bad, but i do, so i have nothing else to do but tell you.
you say its no big deal, and i know that, but that discomfort is still in my head. so i have nothing better to do then to tell you.
i go up to you, i wanted to wait another day or two, but my mind said do it, my mouth the opposite. standing there in total devastation, not knowing what to say, not knowing if i should say it. you ponder, i wonder what to say. my mouth tremping.
finally we hit the subject, but my mouth froze. you ask, i answer, now i just felt down right stupid, because i knew you knew it wasn't a big deal.
my heart isn't heavy anymore because you now know, but was it worth taking up your time? that's what i want to know.
you said you would've been worried, but i don't see why, you know I'm the type of person who would never tell a lie.... to a teacher that is. it wasn't about me, only my heart.
what this is about i can not say, but I'll say this, all of this had to do with my big fat mouth.
i know what your thinking, what big mouth, but that day i had one.... just that day, no more, but i wish i wouldn't have because her life could've fallen apart.
