A stabbing pain
A long cold silence
I am all alone
I bite down hard on my lip
A drop of blood falls
A silent tear slides down my cheek
Goodbye, the word echos through my head
Goodbye, the last word I would ever hear you say
The last time you would break my heart
I'm standing on the boundaries of light and darkness
I'm lost, which way do I go?
No one can save me; i must save myself
I'm broken, please don't try to fix me
The first strike is like a rush, i want more
I'm sick, twisted and heartbroken
But no one is here to help
You made me cry for the very last time today
My darling, you made your choice
You decided to walk away
Never thinking as you crushed my heart
Never knowing how much you were hurting me
You used to hold me close and whisper that you loved me
I believed you, i wish i hadn't
Another cut and another
The cold blade, my only friend
The red stream stains my clothes
And drips upon the floor
Then suddenly i stop;
What am i doing?
I look down at my mangled wrists
Blood pouring off them
All of a sudden i am scared
More scared than i have ever been
Stop I yell, Just stop
But the flow is relentless
Where are you, i think, when i need you the most?
I grab my wrists in a hopeless effort
to cease the river of blood
Help i silently scream, somebody help
But no one hears my panicked cries
My breathing is becoming shallow,
Weaker and weaker, i become
My thoughts begin to wander
What will you think when you see what you have made me do?
Will you miss me?
Will you be sorry?
I break down sobbing
Please, i cry, I don't want to die
But its too late, i can feel the creeping cold and the lingering numbness
I feel nothing anymore
No more pain and no more heartbreak
Only loneliness
My last though is of you
How i wish you were here to hold me in your arms
You would have made everything alright
But i am slipping, i cant stay any longer
And as i take my one last breath
I know what is happening
I chose darkness
I wish i chose light.
