My eyes once full of laughter
Sparkling and blue
Have turned black, hidden by a mist
Shrouded by the sadness
The light is gone, a shadow settles in
The pain you see is very real
It's sharper than a pin
Those nights will not be forgotten
You were so beautiful lying next to me
You whispered in my ear
Told me everything would be alright
Back then your words meant so much to me
As you held me tight
I was young and naive
Just a pretty girl in love
But for once i was happy
Happier than i would ever be
For once everything fitted
It all made sense
I believed we'd be together forever
Thought love would conquer all
I thought our love was stronger
Thought it would stand the test of time
Alas, i was wrong, too soon it was the end
Days ran into days
I just fell apart
I wanted you to want me
I needed you to need me
A thousand tears i cried for you
So much pain, so much agony
I gave you my heart
Offered you my soul
But you took my heart and shattered it, into a million pieces that i would never find
Those nights spent without you
Were way to long
Time seemed to cease
My silent cries rang through the darkness
But you were far away
Already lost, already gone
I blamed myself you know
It was my fault, a foolish mistake
I only hoped you could forgive me
I'm sorry, so sorry
This is goodbye, my darling
Our choices have been made
For you, light and laughter
For me, darkness, sorrow
I am trapped in my own prison waiting to be freed
My soul is locked away so deep inside of me
Nothing matters without you
Shades of grey and color fragments
are all my broken soul can see
I look back at our pictures and my only wish is too be free
I will be your broken angel
I will scream out your name
As the darkness comes to find me
I am throwing away the key
I blew you a kiss tonight
A final farewell
I'll miss you more than anything
This you should know as well
It is lonely here without you
Goodbye my love, forget me not
And in a heartbeat i am gone
Forever doomed to misery
Doomed to be your broken angel