Feel

Sometimes i feel unwanted
like nobody cares
like nobody listens
like nobody's there

i try to speak
but nothing comes out
i wanna scream
i wanna shout

i want you to notice
that I'm standing right there
I'm not invisible
you just don't seem to care

Ive been in front of you
for way too long
its lasted for over
a million songs

thats the time i waste
caring about you
when all i wish
is that you would show you cared for me too

i have no one left
no ones ever there
no ones theres to listen
no ones there to care

so i sit alone
in my dark,dark room
wondering where to turn
wondering what to do

as i sit in my room
i realize what i can do
but i think about it long and hard
should i take that risk and end up hurting your soul too?

but then i think again
and look at the times you hurt me
the times you made me cry
made it so i couldn't see

so i take what i know
and decide to go
since no one would stop me
they didn't show

i fell down hard
into that deep hole
that hole of confusion
at the bottom of my soul

i stood with the knife
in my right hand
i held it there and collapsed
for i could not stand

i watched the weapon
as it fell to the floor
i didn't care
as i looked at the door

waiting for you to come
rescue me from my pain
get me into the sunshine
and far from the rain

but you didn't come
so i just laid there
that just proves
that you really don't care

i feel unwanted
like nobody cares
like nobody listens
like nobody's there