One Last Rainbow

I was always the happy one
Smiling, laughing, having fun
Everything changed when you entered my life
The minute i saw you, i knew i wanted you
And i got you too
Our first date, our first kiss
I knew i was in love with you
When you held me, everything else melted away
You told me i was your princess
You treated me like your queen
I loved you, i think you loved me too
But things were too good to be true
I screwed up and like that, it was over
I cried and begged for you to forgive me
I'm sorry, i love you, don't you see
But you said i had betrayed you
You couldn't bear to see my face
Once i had the world, now i had no one
So many hours spent in this house
So many tears fallen
But only one heart broken
I sank into darkness
I needed you to save me but you had gone away
I tried to pick up the broken pieces
That remained of my shattered life
But misery reached out to me
She called my name
Bent down and took my hand
I couldn't eat, I couldn't sleep
Only one thought lingered in my hazy mind........PAIN
I liked the cold edge of the razor blade against my skin
I liked the sting of the silver cutting in
I carved your name into my wrist
A keepsake of you, of us
So much blood, so much hurt
All for you darling
I did this all for you
I've fallen, no longer your princess
I've become your bloody valentine
The one person who can save me
Is the one who cares the least
Maybe you never loved me
Maybe you just wanted to get laid
As you read this it's too late, I'm already gone
As the winter comes, remember me
I was your rose
But now its time for to close my petals
And bid this world goodbye
Don't mourn my love
I am not scared or lonely anymore
As i close my eyes
I see one last rainbow
Or maybe It was just an illusion

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