Loving ghost

Phantom of my past
I miss you
A face becoming vast
Construed

Taker of my emotion
Where are you?
I smell a certain lotion
I think of you too

Holder of my thought
My hand loose
Oh please dear God
I cannot choose

Hater of my womb
Do you still feel?
My laughter doomed
It's my sun you steal

Lover of my past
I miss you
Never will it last
I dream of you too