I'm Not Me

I might not ever know.
Who I am suppose to be.
I'm not sure where to go.
My soul is just not in my body.

My throat is to hoarse to speak.
And I feel like I can't walk.
For some reason I always feel weak.
The time erases from the clock.

I'm not afraid or scared.
My mind isn't there anymore.
If I can only find someone who cared.
As I lay here on the floor.

Everything around me disappears.
I feel dizzy and sick to my stomach.
Nothing in the world seems clear.
I feel that I'm out of luck.

I don't know who I am.
Evey thing I do is wrong.
This is not one of my scams.
All I can be is gone.