How many times are you going to stomp on my heart.?
how many times are you going to lie to my face.?
how many times am i going to keep believeing you.?
ill tell you how many more times,
no more will i allow you to treat me the way you do.
no more will i allow myself to belive all the lie you tell.
im a better person then you,
im a strong willed person,
no thanks to you.
i am the person i am today beucase of myself.
i should be doing what you do peopl say,
but im not and i never will,
beucase i was on the other end and i saw what it does to people.
i know haveing an addiction is hard
and i dont know what its like.
but i do know what its like to deal with it on a day to day bases.
the past almost 6 years this is what my life has been about.
im only 19 years old,
and ive seen more things and done more things then peopls do in a life time.
i wont let you hurt me anymore.
i have to put you in the past,
and that is the most difficult things of all.
i hate you for youve done,
but yet i love you and always will
beucase you my mother
