10-4-08

*this poem is about two of my best friends who are getting married and I'm in love with one of them and it should be us getting married and what makes it worse is I'm going to be in the wedding party and be the best man... it's horrible right...*

So Im standing at the front of the aisle
Next to you as you start your life
In a matter of an hour
Youll be husband and wife

But it should be you and me
Entering into holy matrimony
Admitting our undying love of each other
As of right now and for all eternity

Unfortunately you havent realized
That Im in love with you
And that no matter what youve ever needed
Ive always been there to help you threw

You guys are so ugly together
And itll never work
You got f**ked in this relationship before
You don't know what your worth

I would treat you so much better
Make you feel like you matter
But you not being in love with me
Makes this whole thing so much sadder

We complete each other as best friends
So it would make sense if we were lovers
Its killing me not to kiss you
From now on my feelings Ill always have to cover

Would you hate me
If I stopped the wedding now
Told you that I love you
And that Ill win you over somehow

So look a little closer my friend
And see what I see and why
Its all becoming too much
Oh my GOD Im going to cry

Vows now are finished
The kiss sealed the deal
Im standing now stunned
None of this seems real

From the day that we meet
Those some years ago
To take away this pain
You I would not wish to know

After this I wont be around
So dont take it to the heart
Ill have to get over you
Thats why I need to make a fresh start

So goodbye my dear friend for now
One day Ill come back to you
When I hear you guys are over
And we can finally say I do