Hurting

You said that you wouldn't hurt me
but you still went ahead
doing that something
i really dread
i gave you my heart and soul
but you didn't care
while i didn't know
i trusted you
in all you did
but all you could do was fib
the lying needed to stop
so all at once i just popped
i knew i would get hurt again
so i tried to hold my head high
but all i could do was cry
everyone knew what was going on
i tried to make it go away
but no it just stayed
so now i don't know
if i should stay or should i go
not knowing if you really love me
or your just noy who i want you to be