As I lye here in the darkness
I pray that I was gone
No longer able to feel pain
If you would just stop saying what you keep saying
My life is bad enough
Without you making it living hell
You better think before you speak
I know you’re immature
Nothing you could do could ever repay
The damage that was done
As I lye here in the darkness
I’m going to take that pill
That one that makes people all dizzy
Then knocks them out
I sit here and die
I will think of you
And all the pain you put me through
If that pill doesn’t work
Although I know it should
I will go get the dog’s leash
And hang it over the door
I would cut myself
To get out of here quicker
But I’ve tried that and it doesn’t seem to work
Every moment of pain that I endure
Will make me feel better
Because I know that it one step closer to dying
And leaving this place on earth
Forever and forever is a long time
