Haven't ever..

Haven't always told the truth,
Haven't always kept my promises,
Haven't always been an angel,
Haven't always done the right.
And if I compare to you,
I know I should plead forgiveness,
Haven't ever had a greater wish,
than to have you here tonight.

Haven't always had a heart,
Haven't always had a conscious,
Haven't told you from the start,
that your smile is so contagious.
Wasn't ever good enough,
Wasn't ever really like you,
And you are never close enough,
For me to get a chance to kiss you.

Haven't ever said the words,
That I know would make you smile,
But if I change that fact tonight,
Could I hold you for a while?
Haven't always said I love you,
Haven't always said I meant it,
Haven't ever meant it more,
Than when you made me believe it.
Haven't always been beside you,
Haven't had a chance to show,
That if I could hold you for a while,
I would never let you go.