My personal hell

My mind.
My own personal hell.
Keeps me trapped inside,
Caged, imprisoned so deep
That no-one can hear me scream.
Never lets me go,
Holding me so tightly.
Freedom is but a dream,
A memory slowly fading
To be replaced by darkness.
Pain and hurt,
My mind controlling what I see,
What I think,
What I do.
The memories, the images,
Flashing before me -
Relentless, a rushing tide,
I can take this no more.
Screaming, begging, imploring -
LET ME GO!
No.
Images burn faster, burn deeper,
As down I sink,
Back to the depths
Of my planet hell.