Love on the battle field !

I was finally shot in the very middle of my heart, from an surprise attack down wind. Laying their on the battle field telling my self i have finally lossed. Whispering to my self " i have failed on LOVE that HATE had defeated me whole heartedly once again."

As my tears fell with great pride because their is no reason to hide a sorrow s' cry. Releasing the pain within me that keeps me in BONDAGE. My middle name is no longer lynn ,but it is now lesson learned.

Holding my hollow soul trying to hold the womb so the fruitfulness of love would not trickle out of me. As it leaked through my fragile finger tips because i could no longer hold it tight enough. As the love faded away from me and was replace with ever lasting pain.

I want you to heal my wounded heart because i lost the last battle. So i had no choice ,but to retreat. Now i weep. To weep about the many dear losses i have gained. Needing your tender love and care to sew up the hole that lends straight into my soul. Trying to be the strong little brave solider in the fronts , but thats no longer true truth be told !!! xoxoxoxoxo