No matter who you are or where you are from,
We all need a place where we can belong,
And sometimes,
lost along the way,
our wants and hopes can bring dismay,
The fear of what we've left behind can lead us into the future blind,
We sit and reminisce day by day, hoping soon we'll feel okay,
But secretly our deepest need is tearing us apart with jelousy and greed,
We watch the things we want the most as they slowly drift away,
soon after we realize our mistakes and this is how we pay,
We can never change the past or what the future holds, all we can do is sit and watch as our story unfolds,
No matter how it hurts inside,
our hearts and feelings we must hide,
Sheild the pain and try to stay strong,
even though we know its wrong,
Things don't always go to plan,
what we want,
hope
or demand
But sometimes we just can't let go,
even though we try for show
As sad as it can be,
our heart,
mind,
and spirit will never be free,
As much as we want to let go,
it's a thing that we can't throw,
And as we watch time pass us by,
all that we can do is try,
Change the problems we have created,
take back the arguements and petty things we have debated,
But in the end what will it change?
our life will continuously re-arrange,
And what we have tried to achieve well turn to dust, just hold on to the belief that everything happens for a reason, it must!
So here i go,
signing off,
never truly moving on,
Just appearing to hold on strong.