Cutting is back!

by Baby Rainbow   Apr 2, 2008


I remember sitting in my room

crying night after night

wishing for the flashbacks to go

hoping to find the light

after a while it would get too much

i would reach for the knife

as i rolled up sleeves

i looked back on my life

the more i thought of the past

the more i sliced in deep

after all the blood was drained

id drift on into a long sleep

i remember sitting in my room

thinking my cutting would never end

i managed to break that habit

the knife no longer my friend

well tonight i am sitting in my room

sleeves rolled up knife in my hand

blood pouring everwhere onto my bed

no else will quite understand

i really thought id broke the cycle

looks like cutting is back for me

maybe again ill stop one day?

maybe someday i will be free.

saffie

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  • 14 years ago

    by Avrii Monrielle

    :( i hate having the recurring habit of wanting to repeat something u swore u'd never do again...

    thanks for the comment u wrote

  • 15 years ago

    by Em

    Quite inspirational. It shows you have willpower to stop. 5/5, Em

  • 15 years ago

    by xbxdrfntx

    I loved how u wrote it!

  • 15 years ago

    by El

    I know exactly how u feel. I stopped cutting for 5 months befor starting all over again. It is a sad but well written poem with a whole load of emotion

  • 16 years ago

    by tori

    Fantastic.
    cutting is a really hard thing to give up.
    ive tried many many times but i always run back to it adventually.

    i always say ill quit but it sooo hard.
    good luck to you.

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