To realize some things, you have to look into some ones heart.
Big mistake.
Just this overwhelming feeling that this moment could never possibly end, then it does. Hopes and dreams come crashing down with reality.
It's over.. forever.
Devastation and this complete sense of nothing could ever make you that happy again. Then when something does make you happy it only last for a meek moment then it's gone. Reality takes over.. once again.
How do you get rid of this cloud of unhappiness that's been haunting you? There's no way to chase it and make it disappear, and you feel that sense of eternal happiness.
But even to know, it will never ever happen, people have moved on, things have changed, that doesn't mean feelings have changed. What if they never do? Just wish they would end forever, just wake up and find this a dream, or more like a lifelong nightmare.
Just to hear those words again would shake everything bad, everything horrible away. This isn't the way to be. Striving on memories that will never happen again, just to keep yourself sane.
Maybe this passion of regret and suffering are right. Things aren't where they're suppose to be, maybe things happened so fast. It's confusing and yet so wrong.
Maybe something bad, will lift the film of dust of the past, and the wind of sight will blow it away.
How can something so strong that once was, just disappear... its not possible.
I need the sun to reveal the hidden truths, and show them to untamed eyes.
But I am the shadows, hiding everything just so you don't have to worry about it.
Just wish I could make you see.
Make you see that this is inside.
That everything I am, you are.
