Its like he has this power.
A cure, a healing.
Taking me away from my worries, my troubles.
Distracting me with this wonderful feeling.
Whats hes got planned for the future.
Whats hes done in the past.
I dont care.
I just want to relish this feeling while it lasts.
Maybe it sounds a little selfish.
Maybe even a little cruel.
That I'm using him for my own happiness.
I'm running on his fuel.
Truthfully I want him to be happy
It makes me so just to see his smile
Knowing we are comforting each other
Makes it all worth while.
Our absurdly random discussions
To the naughty things we might do
Honestly its great and all
But who am I to fool?
Harsh or not theres reality
We live so far apart.
People say true love transends distance and time
So Say that to my heart.
I'd love to outlast it all
But so much my heart can take
Till I throw away these feelings
All for my own fear's sake.
I wonder what you'd do
If all a sudden I gave up.
I don't want to think of it now
But I shouldnt keep the thought shut.
That day will soon come though.
When we will go our seperate ways.
Unless this is the truest love I'll ever have.
Where this time, its our love that stays.
