My eyes hurt...my chest hurts...my heart hurts...
im hurt.
Where do I go from here?
My tears are clouding my view
The ice cream isnt helping...im so lost... and torn apart...what am I supposed to do?
You know, I used to think I was strong, I used to think that I could get through anything...and yet here I am, back to where I started...I know you did it because it was something you had to do for you...and I understand that, I grasp it...but it doesnt change how much I never wanted to lose you...
I have nothing...
Ive given you everything...and still my heart remains with you.
Im empty.
And alone.
Were you losing feelings for a while?
I dont know.
Do you still love me?
Or is that fading too?
I want to stop crying so badly, to prove that I can handle this...but the tears wont stop, and loud sobs continue to escape from my mouth...
I think I need to ducttape it shut.
I think I need to clamp down my eyes...anything to get me to stop crying...
I need to stop..
I need to know how to stop.
Can anyone tell me for a fact that things will be okay?
No, never mind, dont waste your breath, because I cant believe that.
This was your choice...
I have to respect it...
And I still love you...if that matters...
I hope it does...
Because itll give me some hope to cling to.
I wish youd hold me...and never let me go...
hold me through the biggest storm, and never let your grip set loose.
