I thought..

Where are you now
i thought you'd always be there

never knew just how much it hurt
until the pain was never ending

didnt think it would take so long
i still cry because of you

never thought it would be this way
i never did imagine this day

broken heart, shattered soul
boy you left me with a hole

can't you see or
do you even care

boy, i swear
you have me
you always have
my feelings never changed

tried to hide
all those nights i cried
i just always wanted you to be by my side

thought it would last
never knew this was coming

i bought every word you said
so now my heart is broke

will this ever be okay
i just need the pain to go away

4.3.08 </3
*i know this is far from my best, but i am dealing with some writer's block, which i dont understand..but anyways these are feelings, and i needed to share.*