Can you just bleed

Can you open your eyes and realize I'm standing right in front of you
I've been standing right in front of you forever and i haven't gone any were
have you not noticed
i backed up everything I've ever had given you everything I ever could but you still want from me what you can't have a heart i don't have
a heart i would never give to you
i want you to bleed and let the blood drip to the floor
let it splatter on the walls all over the curtains
and all down the drain
let your little brother walk in and see you standing there and cry out for help but nobody's even listening nobody cares
then come back at me and tell me how you feel
you never understood i can't give you something that doesn't exist
a heart that is dead and no longer beats for you or for anybody else
i gave up lost all my faith in you and that so called god
were was he when i was cutting all the pain away
oh that's right he was cutting my wrists for me
i cannot give to you a heart i do not have
i cannot give to you a smile to make you feel better that would not be a good idea
i want you to just bleed like i have and tell me then how you feel about me still

This poem is so not about me or anybody i was just thinking about a situation and what could happen to somebody. but I'm sorry if you get offended by the line about "god cutting my wrists for me ", i don't mean to offend you I'm just trying to put out a point that god has never been there for this person.