Wow, this poem is inspiring.. I like the style of the poem maybe I am gonna try it sometime..

Agree with noor, very cool!

The way you have used Oxymorons to project your inner crisis is excellent.Milton In his Paradise Lost says:
"The mind is in itself can make heven of hell and hell of heaven"
Your inner war does not allow you to enjoy the beatiful objects of nature and you find them quite contrary to what others feel.
Frozen Fire and many other phrases have increased the beauty of poem and given a deeper meaning to it.