Hurts me more

You hold me down
Make me laugh when we fight
Keep myself up if we ignore each other
But if I hear one word
One word of you that you still care
Or even love me
Makes me sad allready
And makes the pain come above
Laughed myself to tears
Pretending im fine
But knowing
We cant be friends ever again
Cause it hurts me more to be your friend

Its weird but I cant help it :(