What is this feeling deep inside my heart?
The question lingering in my pen, tearing me apart,
When you are near, i don't want to hide,
But the fear of being discovered locks my feelings inside.
If i should show i care, then you will turn away
As others left behind me, for it's a game they play.
I know there is never forever, and the end is always near, but the moment i have now is, that's all i need to hear.
When i think of you, i smile at my foolish thought,
wanting to hold you near and all the happiness you've brought.
I want to reach to you, but sometimes i'm afraid,
hoping i won't chase you away, hurting with the mess i made.
I can spend my life living for what i left behind,
But you have given me things i thought i'd never find.
For now forever will be to me until you must depart.
Somehow, someday, you should know
You will always be in my heart.
