In life

In this life,
I have one mission.
And its to live it through.

I cant stand myself,
I cant stand it all.
I cant stand being between four walls.

I have no one to talk,
My life must be kept a secret.
A secret that speeds me to my hole.

As the days pass,
It just adds up to be more.
I cant stand this any much more.

I need my angel,
But shes broken.
And I cant help heal her to heal me!

So what do I do?
Cause I cant take no more.
I need some one to pull me through!

I have nothing left,
Nothing to hold on to!
I cant stand losing you.

I dont know how to get through,
Ive forgotten how to fight life.
And soon ill forget my will to live on too!

Why does it have to be like this?
How many more times will I fall?
How many more scars will I have to recall?

God, I cant stand this any more!
Please mend my angels broken wings,
And send her to lift me!

for i have no hope left,
not in life nor
anyone at all!