I hate this feeling

The feeling I get when I think about you and her is pain.
It makes me wanna go insane.
I am totally and completely in love with you.
And every single thing you do.
You don't understand how i feel.
It's bad enough to make me kill.
Thinking about it now makes me wanna go shoot myself.
I know it's not my fault but you make me feel as important as an elf.
I'm broken here without you with me.
You complete my life and I wish that you could see.
We are meant for each other I swear.
Me hurt you I wouldn't dare.
You don't need to listen to your friend.
Listen to your heart all the way till the end.
My friends say they see the look of a bad mistake in your eyes.
I just hope they're not all lies.
My heart is cracked inside.
It's feels like it died.
I'm going crazy over this ordeal.
Your hands I wish I could feel.
You and her aren't meant to be.
I love you and I know deep down you loved me.
I wish you still did.
And that you wouldn't act like such a kid.
I can tell that you aren't as happy with her.
I know you're not sure.
I want you to be mine.
Because I promise I will treat you fine.
I hate this feeling i get when i think about y'all.
It makes me squall.