I remember

I remember all the times
that we would sit and talk
about our children's future
about teaching them to walk

about the names we'd chosen
about how cute they'd be
about the the times you promised
you would stay with me

now that you are gone
so are all my dreams
and i promise you
i hurt more than it seems

I'm crying on the inside
and i just cant stop
i cant carry this weight much more
i am starting to drop

this weight is much to heavy
i need your help right now
you don't even call me
and i don't know how

you can go to sleep
without me next to you
i just wish i could be there
and that you loved me too