Christmas Time again,
The year 06' is gone.
I went to the Doctor the other Day,
&& i came home feeling so alone.
They told me " I'm Sorry But...
You've lost your little boy or girl"
I didn't believe what they were telling me,
&& i drifted into my own little world.
I didn't even know i was Pregnant,
Then they tell me you were gone.
why is this happening too me??
please tell me that they're wrong.
You see my darling, they were wrong,
cause on the 2nd of January you were conceived.
Unaware that you were there,
Mummy && Daddy silently Grieved.
It wasn't a miscarriage at all,
It was you, getting ready 2 come.
although we didn't know it yet,
we were about 2 be a "Dad && a Mum"
7weeks have passed now,
&& I'm sure i can feel your feet.
Mummy chose just 2 ignore it,
In case it was just another baby mum never got 2 meet.
3weeks later,
&& mum is feeling really ill.
I'm 2 scared 2 go 2 the doctors,
Even though i promised that i will.
I was Afraid of what they'd tell me,
so for another 4weeks i was unaware.
I finally gave in && went,
Even though i was really scared.
He told me i had indigestion
which your dad refused to believe.
your daddy said "is she pregnant"
the doctor said "she very well could be"
Its the 02nd of April 2007,
&& for the first time mum knew you were there.
"the test came back positive"
those words eased my deepest fears.
Daddy Came home && rang the Radiographer,
They booked a scan for us, 2 confirm how far along we were.
I couldn't sleep at all for the next 2 days,
I Kept thinking about a lot of things, mainly if you were a him or a her.
Its the 4th of April 2day,
&& we're going for our first Scan.
The lady calls My name,
&& daddy says"hold my hand"
We walk into the room,
&& Mommy's really scared.
The first thing i see is your head,
&& it looks really weird.
"your 14weeks && 1 day...,
Due 2nd October This year"
"i love u so much i say 2 daddy"
&& i wipe away my tears.
Mums about 15weeks gone now,
&& i can feel your tiny feet.
You sure do like 2 move around,
Like your dancing down the street.
Ive heard your heartbeat 2!!,
man your gonna be so strong.
i think you'll get through everything,
no matter what may go wrong.
Many months have passed,
&& Mommy's nearly due.
Only 4weeks 2 go now,
&& then we'll get too meet you.
Its the 3rd of September,
Mommy's 19th Birthday.
I'm stuck here in hospital,
I'm in such a bad way.
They Tell me it wont be long,
Until your in my arms.
They will do all they can,
2 keep you safe from harm.
3days have passed now,
&& they say that 2days the day
Mummy && Daddy are scared && Excited
We just don't know what 2 say...
06.09.07
I can't believe your here
You were born Premature.
&& u have your daddy's hair.
11.22am
Was the time you finally arrived
Your beautiful as ever
&& you have bluey/green eyes.
6pound && 48cms long.
I heard you cry for the first time.
&& Your already the light in my life.
I just cant believe your mine.
4months have Passed now
&& You've grown up so much.
Your still just as Gorgeous
since the first day i felt your touch.
You are my everything.
&& I love you so Much Kayleigh
your my entire life darling,
&& u always will be.
