I hate myself for saying those things.
Those things about my friend.
I wish I didn't say them.
I want to turn back the clock.
Go back to the time.
The time I said those mean things.
About you.
I want to erase that.
I want to get rid of those words we said.
I want to stop my stupid self.
I hate myself for hurting your feelings.
I understand if you don't want to talk to me again.
I'm sorry.
And I'll never do it again.