Story Of My Life

At the school of Saint Rose Academy, everyone that you see that pass you by are laughing and smiling with their little cliques. Well when you keep walking the halls within the crowd, you see a girl standing there, her eyes shining because of the tears but gleaming with fears and screams. A smile that's broken. But when you look closer you see a girl shaking to her knees, the wind trying to knock her off balance but somehow she can stay standing up. And a heart that is about to shatter to pieces like glass falling, no one able to catch it before it reaches the ground.

When she is in the classroom, she barley talks; the only time she ever does is when the teacher calls upon her, he knows she is brokenhearted but he doesn't ask why. When she is asked the question, each time her voice has a touch of pain in her voice. The kids laugh and snicker with a smirk or cruelty smile on their faces even if she gets it right, they just think everything is funny of how she talks. She hates of how she is, she sinks into her chair while taking hold of a sharp pencil but cuts like a razor, she keeps on cutting till she bleeds but then after that she takes a red marker and colors over it but it still soaks through.

When her mother picks her up from school, she stares out the window of the car watching the world pass. Her mother looks at her with a sigh. "Are you ok...?" But the girl tells the same old lie over and over again, each time her voice trembles even more. "Yes I am ok, mother, don't worry about Me." she heave a sigh while the tears falling down her cheeks.

When she gets home, she runs up to her room with music blasting in her ears then in front of her eyes was her computer, she begins to click and click while writing poetry to release her fears or just a of a love fairy tale but she knows it'll never come true. But when it comes next time she clicks again, it is hard because of her tears have stained the keys of the keyboard.

After she closes her eyes but opens them again, she sees light no darkness is surrounding her, people accepting her of all the things that she does from mistakes to regrets. A frown turning into a smile by some words, "I Love You." Or "I will always be here for you when you need someone." She was finally accepted by people because she found a website called Poems And Quotes. They keep her alive from all her suicide attempts. They taught her broken wings of how to fly across the water called life.

CourtneyxHolland
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