You said it before
i do not want to fall in love for sure
just because i know i am not good enough
for who ever i will love
now you claim and say that i am not mature
just because i confessed and said i love you
and you are so sure that you pushed so hard to know what i hide from you
what i did not want to tell you unless in the right time
when i know how you really feel
i know you said it loud enough
that you do not want to fall in love
especially with a close friend of yours
but what can i do, if you said it loud and clear
maybe my ears did not really hear
just because i am thinking with my heart
and that is how i really feel deep in it
i know it was so clear but it is my heart which feels the love inside
it is my heart which leads me to you all over the time
it is my heart that never stopped beating when you were beside
now what can i do .. i know you made it clear
but my eyes are full of tears
tears of happiness and sadness at the same time
tears of happiness because i know you still care for me
no matter how far away you could be
tears of sadness because i will not be able to be their with you
even as friends my dude
my eyes became full of tears
tears of regression because i told you how i really feel inside
what i do really have on my mind
what i do really dream about when you are away from my sight
falling tears and no one can even feel
how i feel inside .. how sad and broken i became
how bad and black my life became
when i see you getting far away
each day than the day before
when i see my aim going somewhere i will never know
when seeing the best thing in my life fading away
in a day and a night
i know you made it clear
that you do really fear of falling in love
fear of hurting someone
but now you did hurt me and not like any time before
you hurt-ed me that i can not take it anymore
you hurt-ed me not leaving me an option
you did not even let me have the option "OR be my friend"
because being friends is not an option of yours
i know you made it clear
but really it is my heart that loves you indeed
it is my heart which led me to you
it is my eye that did not see anything or anyone but you..
i am sorry for telling you
that i really love you.. if i knew that it will end up losing each other apart from sharing the love together
i would have never told you..
