Seeing everything

We said i love you over IM
but i didn't know
that on the other side
you had another
i thought i was the only one
but i guess i wasn't special enough
you thought i didn't deserve your love
my friends don't hide a thing
giving me every little detail
you say that they're liars
but i saw everything
silently watching
observing your every move
telling you that it's over
but you just don't understand
never leaving
always trying to get me back
even when i try to ignore you
working your way
into my brain
just leave me alone
to die in pain