Mah love story.

My first love was him.
at first sight i fell in love with him.
i didn't know him. i wanted him. i needed him.

i met him. i got him. i held him.
he cheated. i dumped him. i hated him.
i missed him. i couldn't let go of him. i loved him.

we stopped talking. we lost our friendship.
he moved on. he loves her. he needs her.

i think of him. i stare at him. i dream of him.
i hide my true feelings from him.
i still want him. i still need him. i still love him.

i know i can't have him. i think i really don't need him.
i wonder if he misses me.
i doubt he wants me back. i bet he's better off with her.

i hope he will realize he wants me. he needs me.
he loves me.