This Is the story

We became friends instantly
you would always sit across from me on the bus
and you would smile and look at me like i was the most
amazing person ever
and when i got off the bus you'd scream i love you or goodbye babe
you could make me laugh to the point where i was in tears
and my heart would pound every time you were
near. but one day you thought it would be funny to see how much i really cared
your presentness
really hurt
you told me you were mad at me
i thought hard
how come?
why?
what did i do?
than you'd laugh after seeing my tears you told me it was just a joke and to chill
so id smile and say oh yeah sure whatever
you found this to be a game between us
one we're you always had to win
one day i could not take it
i ran and hide
you found me with a razor to my wrist
your mouth drew a gin as you said
chill i was just messing
i thought it was cruel and unfair
but my biggest fear was always you ignoring me so
i played this game of yours
until one day it be came real
you actually hated me you told me that i could not handle a joke and that i was EMO for slashing my wrist
i told you it was one time and you just said i was a passer by
i figured this was just another joke so i ran up to you and said ha-ha really funny
you looked at me so cruel
my biggest fear became real
and now when i get off the bus instead of an i love you or a goodbye
its a laugh or see ya EMO