15 years old today
You are getting so old
Im sure you would be so beautiful
If only I could see you
Everyone misses you
I still dont understand why you are not here
It has been four long years since you left us
I'm still here wondering, why?
I really need you here
To comfort me and tell me everything will be ok
I have so much pain inside of me
I try to stop the tears,
And be strong for the family
At times, it is too much
I go to my room and cry for hours
I used to do stupid things
To escape this pain
But i realized, I will always come back to this reality
And face the truth, that you are gone
I cant run from it anymore, it only brings more pain
What I would give
Just to hear your voice
Hug you one last time
See your face
I must be strong
I will try to hold on
You are my guardian angel
Giving me the strength to fight each day
