There is one reason only that I would do all this:
Lie to my parents for 5 years while we wait.
Leave my friends for more secrecy.
Waste my teenage years on something so distant.
Throw a normal life's happiness away.
But that reason would make me do this as well:
Stay and long for that special touch at each moment.
Stay to hear that voice run through my mind.
Stay to see those winding riddles.
They're all for you, my love, and they always will be.