Dear Diary: ill kill myself on...

Dear Diary:

march,21,2007

I don't know why i have to write in this stupid diary anyway..ahh my teacher told the whole class to write in it..so she can learn alot more about us ok here i go..I'm 15 with a broken heart...i have been through so much...i lost my mom in a car accident when i was two years old! when i was four i lost my dad to a drunk driver, the lady hit him when we were walking home from dinner, his girlfriend at the time called 911!

march,31,2007

Dear Diary: i know i haven't been writing in this but my friend he died in his sleep, he was my best friend ever and i lost him..i don't know what i did to deserve something like this! All my family and friends are dying.
I fell in love with him
But never had that chance,
That one chance to tell him how i truly felt!
I never had that chance to tell him that i love him and have for a very long time!!!

April,30,2007

This is not what i expected not to write in this stupid thing for that long!
The moon is so beautiful;
The flowers only bloom during the day,
The sun wakes me up in the morning!

I have not been to his funeral,
I just could not take it,
I'm alone and no one cares..not even my stupid teachers! I just want to die but i will go to hell! OK i will kill myself on march,21,2008! that sounds like a deal!

(may,June,July,august,September,October,November and December all goes by..she is not writing all that much but wanting to kill herself)

March,20,2008

Tomorrow is the day, the day i Will die..can i tell you something before i do can i tell you what i have been through, in the last year?!
Well i finally visited his grave along with my mothers and fathers..i have dated this guy and i fell in love but come to find out he cheated on me and had 3 kids from different women! I cant trust any man that comes up to me any more! then i got bullied..by this one girl her name is Kristy Joe she is fat stupid and mean she talks s*it all the time..the other day she stabbed my side and i had to get 13 stitches! my grandparents are so mad at me they think i am asking for this stuff and I'M NOT!!!

( by the time her teacher read this and called the police and the grandparents she already hung herself! she had a sheet off her bed around her neck and was hanging in her closet! they arrested Kristy Joe she is in trial! We are having her funeral an March,31,2008)