Shatterd dreams

A change of air i felt through the window,
where i stood thinking of thou,
emptying my eyes away,
as the moments of ours sway,
Shattered into pieces is my heart,
n it was the testimonial of your art,
the one whom i thought 2 b my life,
left me wounded by her words like the piercing of a knife..
i can still feel her breath so warm,n her lips 1c i kissed..
now her presence is something i missed..
With whom i shared my feelings at moments intimate..
But whose gestures of disapproval den n now r some thing hard 2 accept n compensate..
N from den..my agony began..

Never felt so helpless, never so low..
As I f I was a lamb astray..Lost in the crowed n solo..
At times she holds me with a glittering eye..
I still love her,an urgency of wanting her prevails
as my life's boat sail..But i am afraid i cant..
I will love her till eternity
n its a reason for my inner serenity..
destroyed n thwarted now by the turbulence..
of her reminiscence..
i guess its time for renaissance..
as life must go on n i mus move on..
there's no use of further thinking
my heart has stopped beating