Two years wasn't enough to tell you
All i needed to
So please my darling do this for me
Do this what i used to do to my angel; you
Dry your eyes
My little angel
Dry them now and lets go defend
Make yourself stronger
And try to live longer
Dry your eyes sweetheart
You need to keep it together and live off your Broken heart
Live your life until you've ran to far
Then back it up and i'll catch you with my Open arms
Dry your eyes once and for all
My little girl
And go show them who's toughest out of all
So now my friend, i must go...
Show them who you are and show them who
The girl with the heart made of gold is,
Don't forget i'll be there up stairs
if you need a person to get you through the nights
I promise you
You'll be alright
You are the sweetest most beautiful girl
I've ever met and the best kept secret
Trust me
You'll do fine
And i want you to live your life
Live it the way i would want you too
Please help people like i wanted too
My sweet girl do not cry at all
Please smile when you're missing me
And i'll be there to hold you in the nights
And tell you that you'll be alright
Through the day keep it all together
And when you get home we'll be all together
Once and forever
If you need another hand
I'll give you one but only one
You need to be strong my angel and fight for yourself
Remember the footprints in the sand
Remember your big sister
And I'll remember you
My little angel with the smile on her face
Keep smiling with the warmest embrace
I give you my love
And now your old enough to know
I had to let you go
I'm still here thinking of you
Letting you know i'll be loving you...
xx All my love for now and ever xx
xx Big Sis Tara xx
~When i was 6, just after i got over my
leukemia, of the all clear about three weeks after, my sister, who was 16 at the time, was diagnosed with cancer, She lived for two years after that... and sadly passed away in her sleep next to all her family and friends,
i didn't know what was happening at the time but i found out when i was older what it all meant, i was told when i was in hospital with leukemia that i was just 'sick', didn't know what it meant...
This was a true story/note given to me when i was 11 (two years ago)...
i miss her with all my heart but she lived the
best she could and loved so many people and was loved by nearly all...
I remember our tea parties when i was sick, and how i had days off kinder just because she was home too.
I called her bub coz i couldn't say tara.
She was like my second mum.
Miss her and i love her with everything...
But life does go on... because i have a boyfriend, and a mum, dad, and a 16 year old brother... who i love dearly... not to mention my best mates:)
and im sure all she wanted was me too be happy...
