I start to believe that the world is against me.
Everything is just going in the wrong direction.
I hate my life. Hate the way I am living.
I have to change.
Change everything about me.
I am ready to change.
I need it.
I need that people dont know me anymore.
I need to be alone
and let people get to know me all over again.
But can I do this?
That is not a question
Because it is something I have to do.
Everything is wrong with me.
That is why people are leaving me all the time
They dont like the way I am
That is why I have to change
My boyfriend is about to leave me
I am sure it is because of me
But my friends say different
Are they lying to me?
