Strings

Finally able to cut these strings...
Suprised by the happiness it brings...
My emotions set free after all of your abuse..
Now I can really be something more than you....

You talked me down and would lie all the time
You said the pain would stop..it would all be fine..
The bluish color upon my skin..
Made me question if I truely loved him.....

Standing alone staring into this broken mirror...
To sucked in by the apparent Horror...
There is a reason this mirror is broken....Shattered..
My Feelings never really seemed to matter

I was used in your life or play...
Regardless now I refuse to stay...
Throw your empty promises where they belong...
By the time you get back I'll be far gone...

The stars even line up in a different formation..
I was trapped and hidden from all information...
All the times you said you love me...
All the bruises that weren't apparent to see

I would of stayed if you beat me senseless...
But I believe in my dreams, there me none the less...
Bruises can't repair a broken heart...
Always kinding of knowing from the start..

I finally cut these strings
Suprised by the happiness it brings...