My life

I wish i could give my life
to someone who would be
so much so much so much
happier than me

i cry when I'm awake
i die in every dream
i am so much worse
then it could ever seem

a broken heart is one thing
but a shattered one is worse
the girl that i once loved
has now become a curse

she haunts my every second
i wish that she could see
each and ever painful thing
that she has done to me

not so I'd get pity
not so that she'd hurt
but maybe just for a glimpse
she would not treat me like dirt

she tries to play like I'm nothing
like she could leave right then
but then she realizes a little
and I'm like where you been

i never bring it up
i try to let it slide
but if she only knew
that when she left i died

i try to be alive
but it is all a front
because inside I'm cold
from losing what i want