I want to be who i used to be
always smiling, laughing, living my life
everyone knew that was the real me
but now I'm me, cut up with the knife
not because i want to cope that way
but its the only way that really works
I'm not bothered by what the others say
or any of the childish remarks
its still so hard to be feeling this down
its turning me into someone I'm not
i know i can change back my frown
there must be some way i just don't know what
i just wish i could be who i sued to be again
the girl everyone, even i, once knew
instead of cutting myself causing more pain
wishing to be the girl i used to be
