Im a disappointment

by Baby Rainbow   Apr 6, 2008


All the teachers always say to me
i know you'll do well in exams
i know the answers to the questions
but when i write them my hand just jams
my mind goes blank, my window is blocked
then all the bad things creep inside
i cant get them away no matter what i try
its like my access to pass is denied
i don't want to let everyone down
its so frustrating to know that i will
no matter how hard i try at anything
it feels like i will always be standing still
nothing i can do will make a difference
they wont understand that i WILL fail
i tried to tell them but now its goodbye
my suicide letters will be in the mail.

saffie
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  • 9 years ago

    by Brookie

    AWE This is a horridly sad poem. its obviously about a girl who isn't very good at taking tests, honestly i remember feeling this way (i was a great test taker but i had such bad social anxiety that i did horrible in any classwork assignment) the lack of grammar is odd (haha You grew up!) because you're always correcting mine since i suck at it. Lack of capitalization is strange too...
    The doubt that you feel is shown even stronger with the WILL being capitalized. I love that, and you were an amazing writer even at a young age...

    The ending is SUPER sad because to me it feels like this person is killing themselves because they are not seen as good enough, they feel like a failure (heh im still going through that feeling every single day) and that theres nothing they can do about it... Very very sad <3

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