Its only 4 days until Christmas now
her card has still not came
i really thought id get one this year
now this year will just be the same
not even a text, or a phone call
to let me know she is alright
i didn't think she was this cruel
she used to be the one showing me the light
maybe its been lost in the post?
but Ive said that for the past 4 years
does this mean that the others are right?
she is supposed to be stopping my tears
i cant believe she is doing this
i always looked up to her, ignoring what the rest said
i thought she was different from them all.
obviously not, yet the confusion is still in my head?
