I'm dead inside
I have nowhere to hide
I walk down the hallways aimlessly
Bumping into people and hoping no one sees me
I wish I could disappear
Clear my mind without anyone near
Yell and scream to cleanse my soul
Instead of walking and talking about nothing and secretly wishing I could scream
My mind is clouded with doubts and fears
Fears I could never tell someone in spite of tears
Tears I must hide to go to sleep
Sleep that means nothing and eats away my dreams
Dreams that are covered with blood and gusts
Gusts that burst with contempt and lust
I feel nothing inside of me
Except pain and regret
I have nothing inside of me
That others would suspect
I wish I could let out all my hopes and dreams
But instead I walk and talk with emptiness that teems with screams
I have nothing inside of me
I hope you know
I have nothing inside of me
Except for the pain that continuously grows