Giving in to them, and My Goodbyes

Where do you turn, when all seems lost
Walking threw a maze that seems impossible
Every turn I make is the wrong one
I am stuck in this time warp
And I can't breath

I've fallen into a trap, they are pulling me under,
I'm fighting but it only takes me in quicker
It feels so good to be numb, I'm shutting down inside
Slipping slowly more and more, I'm giving in
I don't care anymore, I can't keep going

Choking on my last breath, as my thoughts disappear
My vision fades to black, my body weak at the knees
As I tremble to the ground, loosing hope
Take another hit, drink another bottle
20 comes sooner then everyone thinks

Another lonely year, of empty dreams
Another lost hope of fallen fake tears
That I never shed, look to the world and I'll say my goodbyes

Goodbye world, I'll never miss you where I'm going...