A heavy heart hidden from the world
he doesn't reply anymore...
can't stop thinking of him...
aching heart, teary eyes...
why do i love him?
after all this?
i moved on...or...at least i thought that was true
I miss him...
I cry at night...
I cannot sleep...
I need to see him...
I don't care what happens...
I just know that I need him and there is no substitute
He hasn't been on line for days...
cant organize to see him...
he doesn't answer my texts...
i can't reach him that way....
beginning to doubt he'd answer my calls...
maybe its time to tell him how much i need him
no matter what it costs me...
can handle more pain at his hand
can handle him having another girl again
can handle him yelling at me
can handle anything....anything accept silence between us
i need him and I'll take anything he wishes to throw at me....
i just don't want to be ignored by him
i still love him...i just didn't know i still could... after... the past
